This little blog o' mine has met its final days.
I've struggled with what to write about, with my voice, with exposure (that one haunts)... and with the fact that I have changed since I started this blog more than four years ago as a very young girl planning her wedding on her future sister-in-law's couch. I'm not really that girl anymore, and continuing in this space that started out so differently just doesn't feel right. I love to write, but I need a different setting to feel inspired, authentic, reflective... or maybe silly... I don't know what I'll choose, but I find some peace in knowing I don't have to make that choice today.
So for a few days, I'll let this sit so you can find it in whatever reader you've chosen to replace Google. Then I'll make the blog private so I can come back to it when I feel nostalgic... but it will be mine to remember.
I'm still on Twitter and Instagram. (@mrssmith909)
My lovely, amazing, beautiful friends that I've found through this blog know how to reach me - we text and gchat and phone and enjoy the sweet sounds of each other's laughter often. Truly: "I thank my God every time I remember you." (Phil. 1:3)
I write for work and I journal my Bible studies, so I'll continue to write.
Maybe someday I'll start a new blog that is me and mine and who I am. Maybe...
But for now, au revoir chers amis. J'ai vraiment aimé vous.